The very first thing that went into my mind when I got to work in the morning today was that why didn't I go balik kampung last weekend (since the weekend was a 3-day weekend)
Haih, full of regret betul pagi tadi.
The idea is that for all this while I kept wishing for weekends to be long enough (more than just Saturday and Sunday) so that I could go back often. But when there was opportunity to do so, there I blew it.
What was I thinking? I just realised this because tetiba rasa the weekend was so long and I ain't do no nothing. Might as well I spend time with le family.
Tapi mengapa yang emo sangat ni awak? haha. yang dah lepas tu lepas lah. Ada 10 hari lagi sebelum cuti CNY not that long pun. Maybe considering CNY dah dekat kot that's why decided not to go back. Hmm whatever lah.
Or was it because of the Monday blues? It affected me all day. Ini lah akibat cuti lama lama sangat ni. Ha seronok sangat blame benda lain ni kan. haha
Dah dah. Cukuplah di situ. Sebenarnya hari ini positif je dari pagi tadi sampai sekarang. Memang profesional habislah hari ni. Saja je dekat sini nak throw all this. Lets keep it as a little secret ya Memory?
Ok ini apa kes Memory ni?
Ha cerita dia nak bagi nama sikit kat blog ni I call it Memory boleh? konon konon orang selalu pakai tu 'dear diary' kan, so kite tukar kasi lain sikit dear Memory. Lol sungguh. So that when I feel bored or alone I could talk to him here. Mihihi
Woi whats up with you bro??
I know, I know deep down in my heart I admitted benda benda macam ni not necessary pun. Girlish gilaa bak hang! hang ingat aku suka ka? tapi tak kisah lah nak buat jugak. Dah la nama pun 'Memory' neither is it cute nor it is handsome tapi biaq pi la.
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| memory- gambaq hiasan |
So now, if for everyone else's, memory means (according to google) :
1) the faculty by which the mind stores and remembers information.
2) something remembered from the past.
For me now it has a third meaning, which is this blog.
Why Memory? Pretty much because of the very meaning of that word jugak kot.
I write based on what I know and remember. And it has got to be from my experience in the past or post-event thing.
So that what was written down here could be a memory for me in the future jugak kot. More or less macam tu lah
You know one thing about human brain or mind, it could only store so much memories and for so long.
So that we could remember things in the past so that one day we could reminisce over the happy moments that we had throughout our life.
And at the same time, we are flawed in such a way that we could not remember EVERYthing. And our memory also has a limited capacity. We could forget things. Just so that we could forget the bad times that we faced and move on with life.
Both of them are blessings to us . All Praise belong to Allah!
Ok lah that's all for tonight kot. Mari terus hadapi hidup yang mencabar ini. Akar dan pangkal kena teguh dahulu untuk menampung sesuatu.
Meh nak tidoq dah, Sayonaraa~
p/s: day by day and it gets lonelier. haih :/
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