Sunday, 26 January 2014

#12: Far-fetched

Dear Memory,

In the past, I had once wished for this one thing. I said to myself, 

"In 5 years time I'm gonna come back here and look for you*."

At that very time, it felt so right and I was so firm about my decision. And I believe I'm gonna make it god willing, if nothing stood in my way.

Now 5 years had passed, here I am, nothing stood in my way but yet nothing happened the way I wished for.

I came back here looking for you. But today the way I looked at it, it was so different now.

What change? 

Did I change? 

Or did you?

Or maybe it was a combination and mix?


Now it seems like you are  far-fetched. It felt so different and so wrong today than it did 5 years ago. 


So what do I do now, Memory?

It is just too far fetched.




p/s: *purposely put 'you' in here as a general reference to specific something :)

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