It's been a while since I last wrote something here.. I have been missing you for quite a while now. I know that I am back for now but I don't know when am I going to write as frequent as the early day when I first established you Memory..
Life is getting busier..And things are getting tougher and tougher day by day...
Suddenly I remembered how Dr Eskandar of International Finance in UIA, always said the same thing over and over again in each classes, with a slightly different connotation.
" Life is not getting any easier.." he said. EVERY time, repetitively.
Being just an undergraduate kid back then, I was too naive to really understand what he actually wanted to say. Of course I understood back then that life has its challenges but, what's the big deal? Just face it and life goes on.
Nope. Its not as simple as that.
This REAL life is what he meant by that. Life we are all experiencing now. Post-student life aka working life.
And I admit that I am weak, sometimes I fell.
Aku perlukan kekuatan.
Dan inilah yang menjadi sumber kekuatanku. Ku pohonkan tiap awal pagi saban hari...
يَا حَيُّ يَا قَيُّوْم بِرَحْمَتِكَ أَسْتَغِيْث أَصْلِحْ لِي شَأْنِي كُلَّه وَلاَ تَكِّلْنِي إلَى نَفْسِي طَرْفَةَ عَيْن
“Wahai Tuhan Yang Maha Hidup dan Berdiri Sendiri, dengan rahmat-Mu, aku memohon pertolongan. Baikilah seluruh urusan hidupku, dan janganlah Engkau serahkan diriku ini kepadaku walau sekelip mata”.
p/s: Jikalau seluruh urusan hidup ini terletak di bahuku. Nescaya tidak tertanggung lah diri yang lemah ini. Perbaikilah dan permudahkanlah ya Allah. Janganlah Engkau serah diriku ini kepadaku walau sekelip mata. Kepada Mu jua ku serahkan segala urusan.
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