72: Where rainbows end

Life is funny, isn't it? Just when you think you've got it all figured out, just when you finally begin to plan something, get excited about it and feel like you know what direction you're heading in, the paths change, the signs change, the wind blows the other way, north is suddenly south, and east is west and you're lost.

#71: MH17

Walaupun penat, tapi takk boleh nak lelapkan mata sebab memikirkan nasib mangsa, MAS dan Malaysia secara amnya selepas tragedi #MH17 ni.

Dulu #MH370 sekarang #MH17 pulak. :'(

Kenapa macam ni..Kesian Malaysia..Kesian pemimpin pemimpin negara, kena tenangkan rakyat, pada masa yg sama kena cari jalan penyelesaian juga..

Menitis jugakla air mata sebelum tidur ni.. (boleh tak? Drama sgt)..dan aku tak pasti sebab apa.. mungkin sebab cintaku pada negara ini..

Ahh.. tidurlah

70: Of Little Preference

Remember the era when YM was The Trend of the teenagers? (YM being Yahoo Messenger)

Yes, this is my favourite default font and the colour has to be just like this one, Indigo.

 And the size of the font has to be 11, not too big  like12 or too small like 10. 

It has to be just like that. Then only it will be perfect! Then only will I start the chatting! If not, I will not have the mood to chat. Ha Ha How weird those days!

What type of font is this..you go find out yourself and tell me, ok?

69: Bukan semua..

" Janganlah terlalu angkuh dan bongkak dengan pendirian sendiri..usah terlalu melebih lebih dalam perihal harini ini.. dan menghukum dan menyalahkan semua yang lain...Lalu kau tentang pihak yang satu itu sehabis habis nya.. dan nafi kebenarannya sehabis daya.."


Kerana bukan semua pendirian kita hari ini akan relevan selama- lamanya...

Umur kau 9 tahun, kau rasa rancangan kartun di televisiyen itu seronok. Umur engkau 24 tahun,  langsung kau tak pandang kartun, malah berasa leceh si adik adik kecil berebut TV utk cerita kartun.. "Aishh apalah yang seronoknya kartun tu.." kata kau. Kau lupa engkau pernah seperti mereka, masa itu apa kau rasa?

Bila kau berada dalam kumpulan A, kau rasa semua kumpulan B, C, D, E, semuanya tak betul... Tapi bila kau mendapat kawan baik dari kumpulan F, dan rupanya dia tidak lah seburuk yang disangka, engkau rasa bukan hanya kumpulan A yang betul..

Harini ini kau rasa kau cinta. Kau sanjung si dia sepenuh penuhnya.. Kau bawa megah dia ke hulu ke hilir benua.. Kau kata dunia ini milik kita..
Tapi bila kau kenal siapa sebenarnya dia, tiba-tiba cinta jadi tak suka.. Dialah orang yang kau benci sebencinya..  mengapa?

Begitu juga orang yang paling kau benci boleh jadi orang yang paling kau sayang secara tiba-tiba..

Dulu emak pesan usah nakal nakal, belajar rajin- rajin...kau memberontak. Tak mahu. Kini sudah dewasa, itu jugalah pesan engkau pada adik-adik dan bangsa...

Mengapa?

Kerana apa yang kita rasa hari ini belum pasti relevan untuk selama-lamanya..

Kita ada masa..usia..rasa.. dan hakikat di tengah tengahnya... yang boleh ubah suka kepada duka, mereka kepada kita.. dan salah kepada benar..

Jadi bersederhanalah..

68: We Will Not Go Down (Gaza) - Michael Heart - OFFICIAL VIDEO

Let this be my lullaby song every night..






                                                We Will Not Go Down (Song For Gaza)"

A blinding flash of white light
Lit up the sky over Gaza tonight
People running for cover
Not knowing whether they're dead or alive

They came with their tanks and their planes
With ravaging fiery flames
And nothing remains
Just a voice rising up in the smoky haze

We will not go down
In the night, without a fight
You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools
But our spirit will never die
We will not go down
In Gaza tonight

Women and children alike
Murdered and massacred night after night
While the so-called leaders of countries afar
Debated on who's wrong or right

But their powerless words were in vain
And the bombs fell down like acid rain
But through the tears and the blood and the pain
You can still hear that voice through the smoky haze

We will not go down
In the night, without a fight
You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools
But our spirit will never die
We will not go down
In Gaza tonight

We will not go down
In the night, without a fight
You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools
But our spirit will never die
We will not go down
In the night, without a fight
We will not go down
In Gaza tonight

67:

Oh Allah, I dont even have the strength to look at the TV that shows children and women crying for their loved ones..

They are just KIDS for god sake you monster! Why on earth do you let them suffer?!

Allahuakbar...

66: Left abandoned

Yeay, this blog has been left abandoned for about more than a month already! Yeay!

*sigh T____T''

Day in day out, it has been one year and half since I first entered into working life.

So much to say, there are ups and downs  at work, but life goes on...

Now we are in the month of Ramadhan, month of blessing.

And also month of world cup, Brazil has been defeated by Germany by 1-7 in their home ground!

But worst of all is what is happening to our brothers and sisters in Palestine..brutally killed and bombed, ladies and kids.

But the world and the media are silent. I cannot brain this! How come ones tolerate with an inhumane acts by Israelis when at the same time you claimed that you are promoting peace, no racism and all. This is Bullsh*t!


To be honest, one of my weakness is I could not look at blood, or flesh results from brutal injury, accident or act of killing be it in the TV or movie, let alone in real life!

I could easily feel drowsy and throw up!

Plus, I noticed even since my secondary school when I watched the video of our brothers and sisters being killed or injustice that occurred in their country, I usually ended up in tears so easily.

Today I avoid looking at all of those not because I dont care but because I know for sure that it would not end up good for me.

"Ya Allah tolonglah saudara saudara ku di Palestine Ya Allah, dan Kau hancurkanlah Israel laknatullah itu dengan kekuasaan Mu, kepada Mu sahajalah kami berserah.. Ameen"